This is not the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
Putting down thoughts for you
to think about
and put down.
The hardest thing is
forcing my heart out
through my mouth.
Forcing one foot in
front of the other.
I've reduced cradle
to the grave
to an infantile
crawl.
These days, I will take comfort
wherever I can find it.
"This is not the hardest thing I've ever had to do."
(she said,
slamming the door in my face.)
alas, no man -
let alone a violin -
can orchestrate
self-determination.
here I lie, deserted,
(Master's given up on me -
given me up to a dust devil
of a dissonant girl called
oh bitter irony Lynn)
unstrung and unwound,
violet bruises cruising
the seas of my some-
time smooth surfaces.
my innards, vital organs
behold my broken anima -
have fared no better fate.
an enema in my f-hole
would have been far
less filthy than the string
of curses and fickle f-words
I've tried to utter in the dark.
as the bridge between me
and reality breaks down
into a dystopia of abused
fingerboards and loose pegs,
I
Laudanum and the Moonlit Night by Leurindal, literature
Literature
Laudanum and the Moonlit Night
Flattered by the gossamer glow of a blushing moon,
I scour the poppy-fields for the opiates of inspiration,
the petals brushing against my bare thighs; easing
the tense creases in my neck into shivers down my back.
What wanton joy, as I wander and wade in this sea of red,
the waves of flowers parting before me, waltzing with
the silent wake of my footsteps. I could saunter on forever,
holding nightfall by the waist; nature at my beck and call.
Why do you blush, moon? Is it because of how stark naked
I appear before you, disrobed by your own coaxing caress?
All cares do I brush aside, when on the night you do preside,
and aloft the
Stranded within a copse of dark sycamore,
I mourn alone her aching absence.
No more can I revel in the absinthe
of a foreign kiss
from esoteric lips.
I want her back
to share the warmth of my hearth
belonging.
Startled by a noise from within the rose-bush,
I turn my head to gape at solitude.
I no longer seek out solace
when I recall
our sepia-stained summers.
That noise again,
The racket of two stray cats
fornicating!
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